As usual, working on Saturday and cant wait for tonight, as Christmas dinner waiting for me at home. All the way home, I couldnt stop thinking bout the food. Reached home and on my laptop.
A msn message by my sis popped up. Must be gossip again. No, unfortunately it's not. It's about someone passed away. My heart sunk. A relative of mine. She's not a close relative of mine but alot of images of her flashed through my mind. She used to visit alot of places and my grandma's house is one of her favourite stops. She used to teach us alot of things. And I remember her laughter, which is still so fresh in my mind now. Once I was still teenager and about going to school, she asked me to take a pic of myself. Well, I was so reluctant to do so as u know why. (Teenager with nerdy spec and "too proper'' hair). She told me ''Dont be shy to take a pic of urself so you can look back this pic when ur a grown up. And so ya, i was kinda forced to take it in front of grandma's house with books and the nerdy faceand I didnt smile. And I dont regret taking the pic now. She was right.
All I can remember is she was so healthy and fit and can go wherever she wanted at her age that time. I cant imagine her being sick really. Now that I received the news only that I remember I heard once from my parents that she was sick, but that was long time ago and I didnt know how sick she was. And I cant believe I wont see her forever now.
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dying is indeed a fear for all of us. some of us might not still realise the impact of the feeling of losing something forever especially someone passed away, but i really can feel it well enough. albeit there isnt anyone around me passed away in these few yrs, but i hv a bad feeling everytime i hear n see someone die.
may she rest in peace..
yea..life is short..tell you,i will snap a pic of mine every month(zi pai)(^V*)..it ad become my habbit de..
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